i had this horrible dream last night...

i only remember bits and pieces, but the bits i remember are unpleasant...

the first part, i've apparently come back to visit my school, and i got to my drama teacher (who has an office in my dream) and i go to hug her, and i end up sitting in her lap, just crying and crying....

then i go home, to my old house (the one i lived in yeeeears ago) and my mom (who's been dead for three years) is there and she's cleaning out this bucket, and i ask her what's wrong, and she tells me that dad's left and won't be coming back. so i run outside and dial his (current) cell phone number, and some random woman picks up, and i'm standing there, screaming obscenities at this woman who i'm assuming he ran away with. i scream, "you motherfucker!!" and then i see my neighbors (not really my neighbors) through their front window, and they jump up and run outside, but i run inside so they don't know it was me....

there was another part that had something to do with a big black dog, a porch swing with me lying under it, and a woman who looked like a mixture between my aunt and a teacher from my high school....

erm, yeah....