whatever

fox333 — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 14:21:09 -0500

Oh! I am all alone
WHere are you my promiced lover?
Hope of my childhood
Promiced by my parents
Where are you my only one?
Whom I have looked for all my life
Promiced by everyone
But you have never come
Where are you my princess
Who I will always love
WHere are you my lover?
I will always wait
for you.

Friend

fox333 — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 19:11:24 -0500

Im a bit down today. I got to thinking about my friend who died. I liked her so much, but I disliked her for a variety of good reasons that seem moot right now. She played people some times, and she was with one of the few people i really disliked. I wonder if she ever was upset with me?

poems

fox333 — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 14:29:31 -0500

I walked through the vally of the city
there was no time for me.
it was no time for me.
It was the only time in which I shall ever be.

***
As she walked away
i knew it would never
could never be.
***
I thought I loved you
for a while
but when the feeling faded
where were you?
were you there to hold my hand

Don't look at me. im a barr fan... sorta.

fox333 — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 17:06:02 -0500

So as i said before i got confused about prop eight yeseterday. i heard it passed and got all excited because i thougt that it meant that everyone could get married. Atleast i didn't go to coffee with my dad dressed as a rainbow to celebrate (a bad move becasue i know of atleast one person that would have protested either way).

Guess again

fox333 — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:19:24 -0500

well... i think i just lost my job. i have shingles (not a breakout right now but i still have it) and i want to work at a gym. apparently thats no good.
my mom wanted me to keep that to myself but if something happens and some old woman gets chicken pocks bc of me i don't think that i would be able to stand that. it might really hurt her.

whatever

fox333 — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:36:23 -0500

I had a great day today, i got a job. the only problem is that it is at a gym and i have shingles.... i don't have a breakout right now but... im afraid i might lose my job becasue of it because you can spread it if you have a break out. well u can't spread shingles only chicken pocks and thats if the person has never had a breakout before.

a couple poems

fox333 — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 21:34:50 -0500

You were HER
and
I was a nerd
in a skirt.
and you were HER.
I never told
never looked
never so much as sighed
maybe you had passions but they were never mine.

Moths fly on silvery wings
the partys for them
i can't even sing
moths fly on gossamer wings
try as they might
they can't make me sing
moths fall on netted wings
I would do anything

peptobismal

fox333 — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 16:09:25 -0500

my life is like a peptobismal commertial more serious diseases than upset stomack indigestion and heartburn. its schitzopherinia, and depression to be precise. so im REALLY lucky its not bad, i just need meds. added to this list is lyme disease. which is pretty nasty as its caused by a tick bite (im not an out doorsey person so i dunno where it came from) but none the less i got it.

so

fox333 — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 17:01:39 -0400

whipped cream
is
awesome.

sorry i just had to get that out of the way.

happy birthday to me.

fox333 — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 19:34:41 -0400

so yesterday was my birthday. my parents got me some awesome boots that i love. it was one of my best birthdays ever. my sister wasn't home and we went shopping. it was so much fun! and im getting russian rosetta stone. iv already started on russian but i don't quite have the alphabet down.

right wing.

fox333 — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 19:29:05 -0400

Im having a bit of a conversation with my dad about the people who believe that gays are going to hell. he says that they all pray for gay people while gay people are hostile towards them. I said their method was like trying to bleed someone it is only going to make you sick. I mean it does seem like they are nice enough people.... just wrong nice enough people...

lost

fox333 — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 22:41:50 -0400

I have completely lost myself on these meds. My head is so clear.... how do you stand it?

Book

fox333 — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:08:17 -0400

Im trying to write a book. its about a girl who grows up in a place without responcibility or restrictions. you can even commit murder and then she has to go into what is more like the real world. she escapes with a boy. they get married. a guy desides he likes her then he kills her husband and marries her. then she runs off with a rebel. then she gets shot.

Fun with the alphabet.

fox333 — Sat, 13 Sep 2008 22:02:15 -0400

So im dating my ex again. And in the grand tradition of giving only the first letter of someones name lets call him E. And lets toss G, F, and a poorly punctuated O in there just to be confusing. (Note: neither G, F, or O: are real people)

1984

fox333 — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:04:19 -0400

So im making sauce with crepes and tilapi in sweet egg and almond sauce. I hope it works.
I miss my friend E. He spends everynight working and taking classes which is good but i never get to hear from him :(. I got to hear from J which was great. It made me realize what I have been missing all these months. A friend. I moved away from all my friends when I left school. I really miss them.